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works/2798843.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Big_Hero_6
  Relationship:
      Hidashi_-_Relationship, Hiro_Hamada/Tadashi_Hamada, Hiro_Hamada_&_Tadashi
      Hamada
  Character:
      Hiro_Hamada, Tadashi_Hamada
  Additional Tags:
      First_Times, Blow_Jobs, Anal_Fingering, Needy_Hiro, Angsty_Hiro, Aged-Up
      Hiro, Love_Confessions_Between_Two_Dorks, Gift_Fic, 17_yr_old_Hiro
  Stats:
      Published: 2014-12-19 Words: 1918
****** No Longer A Secret ******
by Magicandmalice
Summary
     “Hiro, look at me.”
      
     “No. Just... forget about this morning. Nothing happened alright.”
     Hiro whispered. For Tadashi he would try and forget about it. To keep
     his brother at his side he would do almost anything.
      
     “And if I said I don't want to forget about it?” Tadashi asked on a
     whisper.
Notes
     This is a gift fic for Hydraulic-wing, Merry Christmas :) Enjoy your
     gift!
     My very first Hidashi fic... what have I done? Please be gentle with
     me. Thank you to silent-sphinx for the Beta work!
     You can also find me on Tumblr at http://magicandmalice.tumblr.com/
All day. He had been waiting all day and frankly the worry was starting to make
him feel more than a little ill. Tadashi had promised to be home early today,
only to call in right before dinner saying something had come up and he needed
to stay late at the lab.
 
Now here he sat, alone, in the dark as his brother avoided him. He knew that
the emergency at the lab was a lie. Tadashi just didn't want to be alone with
Hiro tonight. It was all his fault too.
 
Throwing himself down on his bed, Hiro looked up at the bare ceiling above him.
He should never have kissed Tadashi this morning before he left. He had known
better, known it was wrong and had kept his feelings to himself for so long.
 
But after pulling several all nighters in a row to finish up his finals and his
project in the lab, Hiro had not been thinking clearly when he had leaned up to
give his brother his usual hug goodbye. Instead leaning up just that little bit
further and brushing his lips so very gently against Tadashi's own.
 
The moment he realized what he had done, Hiro had pulled back. The blank look
that greeted him on his brother's face had sent fear through him.
 
“I... we will talk about this when I get home Hiro. I will be back early
tonight.” Tadashi had whispered as he turned and raced out the door. Hiro had
not moved for a long time after that.
 
The rest of the day he had wondered around the house. Alternating between
anger, hurt, and confusion. Now worry and a healthy amount of fear had been
added into the mix. Hiro found he was terrified of what was going to happen
when Tadashi did actually come home.
 
The sound of steps on the stairs made him freeze though, as he realized that
Tadashi had finally made it home. A quick glance at the alarm at his bedside
told him his brother was almost a good two and a half hours late.
 
Turning on his side away from the bedroom door, Hiro found that after all his
waiting today he suddenly really didn't want to see Tadashi at all. Didn't want
to face the disgust and hate that would be on that usually soft and loving
face.
 
“Hiro?”
 
Unable to help himself, Hiro curled in on himself further.
 
The soft tread of Tadashi making his way across the room was loud in the
otherwise silent house. The mattress sinking as the larger male sat on the bed
next to the small form curled into a ball.
 
“Hiro, look at me.”
 
“No. Just... forget about this morning. Nothing happened alright.” Hiro
whispered. For Tadashi he would try and forget about it. To keep his brother at
his side he would do almost anything.
 
“And if I said I don't want to forget about it?” Tadashi asked on a whisper.
 
“ You... what?” Hiro asked after a moment.
 
“Turn over and look at me. I refuse to have this discussion looking at your
back.” The other said, though he made no move to touch or force Hiro over to
face him. Just continued waiting silently for Hiro to make his choice.
 
After what seemed like forever Hiro finally relented and turned to face his
brother. The soft, sad look in the eyes that had always shined so brightly,
pained Hiro greatly. That sadness was his fault.
 
“I am so sorry Tadashi.” Hiro said as tears began to well up in his eyes. He
had never wanted to hurt his big brother in anyway.
 
“Hiro, I won't lie and say I wasn't shocked. But please don't be sorry. While
you did surprise me... your actions were not unwelcome. It was actually
something I have wanted for a long time now. I just never dreamed I could
have.” Tadashi admitted gently.
 
“You weren't upset?” Hiro asked. Tadashi had wanted Hiro to kiss him?
 
“Oh I was upset of course. My little brother had just kissed me. What was I to
do?”
 
“Kiss me back instead of running out of the house.” Hiro suggested.
 
“I needed time to get my thoughts in order. I had accepted the fact I could
only ever have you as my little brother. But you changed the rules when you
kissed me. I had to figure out a few things on my own, before talking to you
about them.” Tadashi said.
 
“Oh? What did you decide then?” Hiro asked breathlessly.
 
“That you're old enough and smart enough to have considered both the pros and
cons of becoming more than brothers. That if you really do wish to pursue this,
then I am far too selfish to stop you. I want you Hiro, I love you.” Tadashi
whispered on a jagged whisper.
 
Lunging forward with a sob, Hiro wrapped his arms tight around Tadashi. HIS
Tadashi.
 
“I want this Tadashi. I want you.” Hiro panted, face held tight to Tadashi's
neck. That familiar scent filling him with every inhale.
 
“You already have me.” Tadashi whispered, pulling back just enough to place his
fingers against the younger males jaw and raise his head so their eyes could
meet. Eye contact that was not maintained for long as Hiro tangled his fingers
in his brothers soft hair and pulled him down to kiss him for the second time
that day. This time instead of soft and uncertain, Hiro pressed his lips to
Tadashi's with an almost frantic energy. Clinging tightly to the older male as
if afraid he would disappear if he loosened his grip even the slightest grip.
 
“Tadashi.” Hiro whimpered as he moved quickly to straddle Tadashi's lap.
 
“Hiro, easy now. There is no rush.” Tadashi murmured, trying to calm his clingy
love.
 
“No. I have waited too long already. Please Tadashi.” Hiro pleaded, as he
rolled his hips against the others. A breathy little moan escaping those parted
pink lips. The soft brush of Hiro's warm breath against Tadashi's ear causing a
shiver to run down his spine.
 
“I don't want to hurt you Hiro.” Tadashi hissed, his head spinning as the small
male in his lap rolled his hips again.
 
“You won't hurt me. You could never hurt me. Please, please. I want to feel
you. On me, in me. Don't make me wait any longer..” Hiro whispered into a
slightly reddened ear. His lips finally caressing the soft skin, before sliding
down the side of Tadashi's neck with tiny lick and sucks. Hiro found himself
delighted in the small red marks left behind.
“Shit Hiro. Do you even know what you're asking for?” Tadashi gasped, breath
catching in his throat. A burn spreading slowly throughout his body. He wanted
what his little beloved was offering. But now was not the best time. He didn't
know when their Aunt would be home for the night and if this was going to
happen he wanted to take his time.
 
A sharp bite to his collar bone weakened him just enough to say, “I thought we
could try something else tonight first.”
 
“Oh?” Hiro asked pulling back took look at his big brother curiously.
 
“Lie back and relax Hiro. When I make you mine I want to make sure there are no
interruptions going to happen. I want to take my time and love every inch of
you .” Tadashi whispered as he removed Hiro's clothing so that the black haired
male lay naked on the bed before him.
 
“But...” Hiro started as he made to sit up.
 
“But that doesn't mean we can't have a taste and some fun now.” Tadashi said
with a lustful smile aimed at the other. Reaching up he removed his shirt,
tossing it to the floor before kicking off his shoes and unbuttoning his jeans
but leaving those on. No need to scare his little brother this early on. It had
been a while since they had seen each other naked after all. His little brother
was in for a bit of a surprise when he saw what was underneath Tadashi's jeans.
 
Dropping to his knees on the mattress near Hiro's feet, Tadashi slowly crawled
up over his brother's now prone form. Covering the smaller body beneath his
own, he took Hiro's lips in a deeper kiss than any of the others they had
shared thus far. Separating only when the need to breathe overcame them.
Tadashi smiled and gently caressed Hiro's flushed cheek.
 
“I love you Hiro.” Tadashi whispered, before leaning down and using lips,
tongue and teeth to slowly drive the younger man out of his mind. Tracing over
every inch of bared flesh on the way to his goal. When his lips finally closed
over the head of Hiro's straining cock, all his little brother was capable of
was a high keening wail. His body tensed as he tried not to thrust up into the
wet heat.
 
“Tadashi, more... please more.” Hiro begged in a raspy voice, eyes clenched
shut tightly. Fingers taking a death grip on the sheets below him.
 
“Such a greedy, spoiled little brother.” Tadashi murmured around his mouth
full. But he did not even think to deny the other. Sliding two fingers into his
mouth for several moments he thoroughly wet his fingers before bringing them
down to rush lightly over Hiro's puckered entrance.
 
“Is this alright?” Tadashi asked, eyes locked on Hiro's waiting for the
permission he needed before he could proceed.
 
“Yes. Do it please.” Hiro begged. He wanted this, needed it. While he knew
Tadashi wasn't going to go all the way with him tonight, he was going to take
every little bit he could get. He wanted as much of Tadashi as he could have.
 
No further words were spoken between them, as Tadashi lowered his mouth once
more. Slowly applying pressure as he slipped his finger inside of Hiro inch by
inch.
 
It took no time at all for Hiro to be pushing down against that invading digit
before thrusting back up into that hot mouth that surrounded him. His body torn
between the two sensations. Gasps and groans filling the air as Hiro lost
himself in the pleasure.
 
Knowing Hiro was close, Tadashi slipped his second finger in and found what he
was looking for almost at once. A loud shriek ripped from Hiro's already abused
throat as his fingers pressed firmly against Hiro's prostrate.
 
'Cum for me Hiro. I want to see you let go.” Tadashi purred.
 
His wish was granted almost immediately with a loud broken cry and a final
thrust of his hips Hiro shuddered and came without warning in his brother's
waiting mouth.
Making sure not to miss a drop, Tadashi cleaned up any mess that had leaked out
of his mouth with slow careful laps of his tongue. Finally deciding he had gone
every little bit he could, Tadashi made his way up Hiro's body. Kissing the
panting, blurry eyed young man. Smiling when weakened arms came up around his
back and held on to him as tightly as they could.
 
Taking the younger in his arms, Tadashi curled himself around the other.
 
“Tadashi? What about...”
 
“Not right now. There will be time for that later I promise. For now I want you
to just rest. You will need your strength later I assure you.” Tadashi promised
as he placed a loving kiss in the mess of black hair before him.
 
“Love you Tadashi”
 
“Love you too, now sleep.”
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